“Large hailstones were hurled against him; like onrushing turtles”
—Inanna, Queen of Heaven and Earth
On a good day I am not treating my death with dying.
Bad days, the bath keeps rising, spilling hot
over hallway floors. A thousand turtles splash
and scuttle around me, their identical
thousand-year stares form a moving carpet
of autumn greens and browns. These colors
may not be exactly true, my recall is a shell
that fades as gin takes the edge off my Percocet.
The cosmos spins turtles all the way down
to my chemical stain on the floor and I die again
when memories of me subside. The earth boils
with burn-off from forever slicks, and in every house,
the sound of falling men and women. Like all
intentions, the good turtles look the same as the bad
and I set this problem to music played by my thousand
lyres-in-waiting. No one’s left to hear me surrounded
by so many loose-necked reptiles sculling
the hall like a cold lava flow. My armor hardens
when they abandon good and bad ideas in the hallway
and leave as happiness always does – a thousand
slow homes moving west where it’s cooler.
TED MICO began his writing career in London as a features editor at the weekly music paper Melody Maker. His poetry has recently been featured in High Window Press, Ilanot Review, Lumina, Slipstream, Arboreal, T’Art, Cordite Review, Blood & Bourbon, and elsewhere. He’s edited three books of non-fiction and is a regular at the legendary Beyond Baroque poetry workshop in Venice, California.
The art that appears alongside this piece is “Splinter Installation, detail shot” by JONATHAN KENT ADAMS.