Clowning

Sam Liming

            with language from Kurt Vonnegut, J.D. Salinger, David Sedaris,
            Mark Twain, and Dorothy Parker
 

 
She certainly wasn’t funny. What did she care?
 
                                                                              She was an exhibition.
 
Proven actor—oh, you can’t fool an actor!—masks on the walls,
            horsing around.
 
                                                She reproduced emotions
so it could look pretty                                    when people read the afternoon.
 
A sort of seeming,
                                plagiarism
 
                                                of each                 other.
 
The business basis is perfectly level,   always.
 
Oh, she went hippity-hop,
                                                  hippity-hop
 
                                                                                                   towards yet another drink.
 
                                                                                                                                                         All the integrity of a litter box.
 
Look upon life, shrug
               and answer.
 
               I took a white pill which the doctor said I could take in moderation—two a day—
                                in order not to feel blue.
 
                                               Blue blows.        She blew blue
 
away.  I certainly like a pillow and all that comes with it.
 
              Ill becomes the loveliest and funniest and gamest person
 
                                               so a terrific sense of urgency about the game.
 
                                Just pretend        held her
                                                temperately pretty in the eyes of most.
 
Beholders: be amazed. (I knew he was watching me.)
 
                                                                                    Can’t you just tell me the act was funny?
 
To cover her silence, she picked up a red glass pear from a dish of glass fruit.
 
                I am here I am here
                                very quiet.
 
Spread the map upon the surface:
 
                invent some way to pantomime
                                inside.

 

 


 

 

SAM LIMING’s poems have been published in Palette Poetry, Hawaii Pacific Review, Leavings, and The Spotlong Review. She has an MFA from the University of South Carolina, where she served as editor for Cola Literary Review. She currently reads for The Adroit Journal.

 

The art that appears alongside this piece is “mama’s garden” by GRETA KOSHENINA.